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Ok kiddies, I have a new livejournal account. Im not letting everyone have it because well, there are certain people that I dont want knowing what goes on in my life. Mail me at kandi_ravin_glow_worm@yahoo.com and I'll mail you back with the account name. Also, those of you who have me on your friends list, mail me if you wanna keep reading. ***end transmission***
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[01 Dec 2002|12:52am] |
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From now on a great majority of my entries will be for my friends only. If you have a lj, comment and I'll add you. If you dont...then sucks to be you
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[29 Nov 2002|03:42pm] |
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Ok so yesterday's Thanksgiving fiasco was the usual:
* got about a million rude comments on my hair and clothes
* fought with my sister
* my Aunt Karen got drunk
* my brother didnt show so everyone is meeting again today
* ate too much
I went to see Kristen. We were soo close my freshman year. She has her own house now with this girl named Shannon that I used to be friends with. It was really nice getting to talk to her again. I miss her so much!
Im so kandied out (as usual) and I cant wait to hear what the fam has to say about it. Ah, the joys of being a huge kandi kid in a redneck family!
So yeah off I go to the redneck reunion!
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[27 Nov 2002|11:35pm] |
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oh dear God. I havent been outside the house since Monday I think. This whole sick thing is just not working for me at all. Im going to my Aunt's tommorow for Thanksgiving. My mom and brother are in. I really hate family holidays. If it was just my imidiate family then it wouldnt be a big deal. But noo i have to have 5 aunts and countless cousins who find me odd because of my clothes and hair. Cant wait to hear what kind of shit they come up with this year. Last year was bad enough. So yeah, cant wait for tommorow. Woo fucking hoo.
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[26 Nov 2002|05:02pm] |
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Still sick. I didnt wake up till about 4 this afternoon which blows. I hate sleeping that late. So yeah, looks like another unproductive day.
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[26 Nov 2002|04:09am] |
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Its 4 a.m. and im so not even tired. I guess sleeping for about 5 hours earlier could have something to do with it hehe. Im talking to DJ Red right now and hes all "You danced so fucking hard during my set the WHOLE damn time!" yeah im a big Red fan!
Im all singing loud and shit lol. Its great.
AHHHHH im still sick and I hate it. Im thinking its the flu. blah
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[22 Nov 2002|10:42am] |
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YAY 4 my new icon!
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[20 Nov 2002|07:47pm] |
I took that "What Madonna song are you" quiz and this is the outcome. I'd say it fits me
Impressive Instant
-- Madonna
Universe is full of stars
Nothing out there looks the same
You're the one that I've been waiting for
I don't even know your name
I'm in a trance
I'm in a trance
Cosmic systems intertwine
Astral bodies drip like wine
All of nature ebbs and flows
Comets shoot across the sky
Can't explain the reasons why
This is how creation goes
I don't want nobody else
All the others look the same
Galaxies are sliding into view
I don't even know your name
Chorus:
I'm in a trance
And the world is spinning
Spinning baby out of control
I'm in a trance
I let the music take me
Take me where my heart wants to go
(repeat)
Kiss me
(repeat 3 times)
I like to singy singy singy
Like a bird on a wingy wingy wingy
I like to rhumba rhumba rhumba
Dance to a samba samba samba
(chorus)
Trance
I'm in a trance
Universe is full of stars
Nothing out there looks the same
You're the one that I've been waiting for
I don't even know your name
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[20 Nov 2002|06:57pm] |
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Much yay for me! I'm in a suprsingly good mood. The whole depression thing is still lingering but hey, can't complain. Ok so today was semi-productive. Woke up at about 11 and came downstairs to get dressed and stuff. Well I was bouncing and dancing around the living room and I bounced my way toward the bathroom and SMACK I slammed my left shoulder/arm on the door frame so hard that it knocked me down lmao. Yeah it hurt like hell and im still in a little but Jesus Christ it was funny! So I go to Nacogdoches to Hastings to return the game I rented. Go to Hobby Lobby and steal some string and some uber plur hippy beads!!! Come home and sleep a little. My mom called and told me that she sent me some money in the mail just because. So then here comes the damper on the good day......I asked my dad if I could go to Freedom and I tell him that I didnt really plan on going but Angela needs her clothes she left in my car blah blah blah. He tells me I can go...then proceeds to, yup you guessed it, BITCH at me hard fucking core then act like nothing happened. Its getting annoying. But anyway here I am updating this talking to Kelly because shes me with a vagina *dont ask lol*.
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[20 Nov 2002|04:10am] |
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What Madonna Song are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
"You are IMPRESSIVE INSTANT..... punk inspired, trancy and wild. You like electronic music, that you can loose youself in. You're kinda out there and confuse many who experience you, but you are very unique and distict as well as extremely opinionated and strong."
ahh the life of a borderline insomniac. So what do I have planned for the rest of the day you ask? Here we go...
* go to Hastings to check on an application that I turned in and to return some game I rented
* come home and sleep a little
* convince my dad to let me go to Freedom
* make uber amount of kandi
* probably sit on my ass till 4 tommorow morning, my usual daily regime
Yep, so thats about it. Oh and Guy...you owe me BIG TIME!!! Guess what video I saw today, and belive me I NEVER see it...yup...fuckin' "Barenaked". You do realize that its your fault I saw it right???
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[19 Nov 2002|02:08pm] |
Who's your inner gay man?
brought to you by Quizilla
"I know what you're thinking: David Bowie isn't gay! But you have to admit, he ain't exactly straight either. (Hello, "Labyrinth"?) Rather than squeeze yourself into a label, you screw with them until they're meaningless. What you're really good at is inciting confusion, but from the chaos rises clarity, and beauty. Your inner Bowie probably speaks to you in whispered urges to shout obscenities in church or talk to a complete stranger like you're old friends. Let his schizoid genius burst through every once in a while; it will make you seem more interesting. Promise."
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[16 Nov 2002|02:10am] |
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Ok, so today I got this really dorky idea. Seeing is how I have no life anymore and no job...I come up with these random ideas. So i've started this little project for myself: compile a list of oh about 24 or so songs as the soundtrack to my life so far. Yeah im so...cool
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[14 Nov 2002|04:54pm] |
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LiteUpTheNight: I want a bright yellow echo
LiteUpTheNight: I can picture it.....
LiteUpTheNight: me driving down 6th street in Austin in a bright ass yellow echo, BLARING happy hardcore...me being all kandied out...with like nothing but hot gay guys in the car with me lmao
OoOo l3aby: LMAO
OoOo l3aby: nice
OoOo l3aby: I WANT TO BE IN THE CAR, PICTURE ME IN THE CAR TOO DAMNIT
LiteUpTheNight: k you can be in the backseat between two hot flaming queers
LiteUpTheNight: lol
OoOo l3aby: lmfao
OoOo l3aby: yay okay
OoOo l3aby: maybe i can use my whitty britney charm an turn them bi?
LiteUpTheNight: no...if you do that, then im throwing you out
OoOo l3aby: lmao
OoOo l3aby: oh okay
LiteUpTheNight: you can watch us all make out though!
OoOo l3aby: okay. but only if you buy me a package of war heads
LiteUpTheNight: deal!
LiteUpTheNight: what flavor?
OoOo l3aby: and a video camera
OoOo l3aby: lmao
LiteUpTheNight: OoOo Tara! kinky!
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[13 Nov 2002|11:59am] |
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I just ate a bowl of cereal and no wmy tummy hurts :-/
I was *supposed* to wake up at about 9, take a shower, then go turn in job applications but as usual my lazy ass procrastinated and here it is, already noon and I have'nt accomplished a damn thing. This routine is getting really old.
I found this studio in Austin where I can record a demo for $50/hour plus a $3 fee for a disc. I guess thats a good deal seeing is how I dont know a damn thing about studio prices. It *sounds* like a good deal.
Ok off the the big wet box in the bathroom to get clean.
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[12 Nov 2002|05:25pm] |
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Make me feel special...copy/paste and reply this thing to this entry...oh yeah, fill it out about me (for those of you who dont quite get the concept)
What song (if any) reminds you of me?
Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
If you could rename me... what would my name be?
Have you ever had a dream about me?
Do you think I'm a virgin?
If you just met me how old would you guess I am?
Am I huggable?
If you could give me anything... what would it be?
If you could promise me anything.. what would it be?
+ Personal +
Am I ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot, etc?
Would you ever kiss me?
Have you ever considered asking me out?
Do you ever think about me offline?
If we spent a day together... where would we go and what would we do?
If you could describe me in one word... what would that word be?
Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
When we first met, what were your thoughts? (if you've met/talked to me?)
If you had to describe to someone who I am and what I am like, what would you tell them?
What are my faults?
My strengths?
+ Everybody +
Do you wish we were closer?
State here your completely honest opinion of me.
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[11 Nov 2002|08:04pm] |
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much much boredom. My dad was home from work for about 2 minutes today and started in on me about my hair (I dyed it blood red on the tips) and then started screaming, literaly SCREAMING, because I dont have a job. Well when you live here you dont have many options to work with.
Theres this thing on MTV with TLC, and I started thinking about when me and my cousin Tera used to dance around my room and around the pool singing "Creep" lol.
I'm having one of those everyone-is-prettier-than me days. I feel so fucking ugly right now.
Christmas is only a few weeks away, and I wanna buy someone a really special present. But I have no money which blows. I fucking hate living here. There is absolutly nowhere to work. It makes me so sick to my stomach to wake up every morning and realize that I still live in this place.
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| Dissapointment...followed by amusment...followed my lonliness......... |
[08 Nov 2002|02:49pm] |
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Alright so im gonna go in depth about the past few days
Tuesday: Woke up at 8:30 to go to Austin. Drove for 2 hours and discovered that I was driving in the wrong direction. I ended up in Nacogdoches which is like 15 minutes from my house. So after much screaming at bitching, I backtracked and finaly got to Temple at about 3:15. Called Guy & Alicia from some store. They met me and Alicia rode with me to Linzi's house while Guy went to work.
Tuesday night/Wendsday: We just kinda chilled at Linzi's, made kandi, dyed my hair red sorta. Guy called at like 3:30 a.m. and we went to pick him up. Got back at around 4:30. Chilled out till about 6:30, then went to the American Idol thing........I didnt even get to audition. I was so dissapointed. Went back to Linzi's...and her mom told us to put bubbles in a fountain lol. So we went to Wal-mart and got some cheap dish soap and headed to 6th street to make suds. Went to Starbucks and chilled. Then we went to the capitol and this cop was like "Kandi kids?" lol he was badass. Our disco-revived candi cop! Went back to Linzi's...me and Guy slept for about 5 hours. When we woke up we were just cuddling and talking.....and then I started bawling. He was such a sweetheart though. Went to Denny's (chocolate muff and Mick Jagger's chode).
Thursday: That night...well about 2 thurs. morning....me, Alicia, and Linzi all went to their friend Matt's apartment. I *tried* to sleep but I kept waking up. Got back about 6, picked up Guy, went to Ihop. That was probably the most interesting breakfast ive ever had lol. "SUPER CHODALISTIC" "Osama bin Chodin" "Chodabating" went back to Linzi's and slept some more. Much more cuddling with Guy *giggle*. Then Guy's dad came to get him and i took a shower. Said my good-byes to Linzi. Took Alicia home and I got home at about 8 last night.
So now to annalyze the subject of this entry........
DISSAPOINTMENT: the whole American Idol thing
AMMUSMENT: the bubbles, the candi cop, Denny's and Ihop
LONLINESS: ........I miss Guy already.........
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[07 Nov 2002|09:03pm] |
I'll give you the full update later...I *did* get to go to Austin afterall.................but I didnt get to audition....................
the crowd was bigger than expected so they gave out armbands early and I got there and hour and a half too late
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